The Decision

I’m slowly stepping away

I feel it

Because I no longer

Know what to say

My heart and my head

Begin to play

On a seesaw

And I suffer

Because I’d rather be sure

But one thing I do know

I don’t like to be tested

Because I always fail

Or is it a win

I never know for sure

I just let go

And get lost

In the wind

Sooner or later

Something will give in

And at that point

I’ll make my decision