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Living Free

Dying Wish

My dying wish is maybe you’ll remember

What we are

Maybe you will see that you were made for me

I don’t know about you but I know about me

And me hasn’t been the same without you

My laugh has change

My walk

My smile

My talk hasn’t been the same

I even wrote different when I was with you

It makes me wonder if you’ve change too

How could something so magically

Be over for good

Somewhere in my heart

I pray that you will find this and know I’m talking about you

Maybe just maybe

You may make my dream come true

Until then I live a life

That’s sad and blue

Grant me this wish before

It’s too late

Never too soon

I’m here waiting

Waiting for the sun to collide with the moon

Far apart they don’t shine

As bright as they could

I love you

And still think of you

My dying wish is that you love me too

Cry for Help

I’m crying out for a sign

A simple little sign

That you miss me

That you think of me too

Scratch that

I need the bat symbol

Put it on the net

Show me you love me

And show me that shit now

If you miss me

You know you can call

And if I don’t answer

Leave me a message

Telling me it all

Tell me that you love me

Just like I love you

Tell me that you miss me

Like the Sun misses the moon

Tell me that you need me

Tell me

Tell me

I need to know you care still

Because I can hardly feel

Help me believe in love again

Lately I’ve been so down

I don’t feel like myself

I need your love

To wake me from this spell

If this message reaches you

Know that I wish you well

Read these words I wrote

And know without you

I’m in hell

Toxic

Once again

I come to the end of my rope

choking

No one can hear my cries for help

I slowly lose sight of life

Not a day goes by that I can say I’ll miss

Where did I go wrong

This dark road I’m walking on

Seems like I’m all the way gone

Why must death take this long

Bitter not sweet memories

what sick madness does it mean

I just want the sadness to end

Not to roll over with me

In the end

There is a light I see

Often when I dream

Hard to believe if it’s true

But that dream is you

You give me hope

When I see none

You help me fight

When I feel like the fight is done

so I rise back on my feet

This life is not quite a defeat

As long as you’re with me

Can this be a toxic

Or a fairy tale

Only thing I know is life doesn’t

Seem so cold

When I dream of you

When I know you care about me too

No

Life doesn’t seem so hard

When you’re by my side

In fact you’re what makes me feel

Alive

Just Try

Sometimes it’s hard to find inspiration

Sometimes it’s easy to find excuses

I still try to make it right

Sometimes it’s hard to find good feelings

Sometimes it’s easier to find medications

I still try to get right

Sometimes it’s hard to find the good in others

Sometimes it’s easier to exclude myself

but I still try to do the right thing

Falling into a stage of despair

Is often easier than finding your way out

And I always try

Dear Crush

What are you so afraid of love

I said I got a crush and you take it as I’m tryna rush

Don’t mistake my play play with love

It takes me a while to fall for one

I just enjoy the process because it’s fun

But I trust you as long as you trust me

let’s have a relationship that’s wild and free

No ties if that’s what you want then let it be

I’m sure I could be the girl for you and you be the man for me

Let’s play it by ear and we can wait to see

First Performance

I’m shy

Opening up my wings for the first time

It’s a thrill

It’s a crazy ride

Please be gentle

As I grab the mic

I may stutter

I may have stage fright

Lord please just let my

Words flow right

May they hit you

Like you didn’t know I

Could hold the pen

This tight

Let you feel it all

Like it’s cold as ice

I want you to know

I came here to set a mood

Make you feel real nice

I hope I make it look easy

Yeah easy

Like cooked rice

Once I leave the stage I want

To let my words linger

Linger like all night

So you’ll remember me

Tomorrow, next week

For the rest of your life

This is what I call

Being alive

Beautifully Scared

Pretty lips

Beautiful face

Wide hips

You’d never think

She is lonely

And misses somebody

You’d never know

She cries herself to sleep

And when I say cry

What I really mean is

Weep

Sweet to everyone

Soft voice

Smile so big

pearly white teeth

You’d never know

She thought about

Killing herself this week

Big brown eyes

They scream save me

But you’re to blind to see

She feels lost

But she hides it

So well

You wouldn’t think

This girl suffers

So deep

glowing skin

Outrageous curves

Hair done

Nails done

Her pain

Goes unheard