Waiting in vain
I thought was more due to pain
No one warns you that anger
Has a big role too
It’s like I’m slowly but surely
Starting to loathe
Earthlings
I’d rather take my spaceship
Back to Mars
To the sun or anywhere that super
Far
I’m sick and tired of one
Never being understood
It’s like every little thing
Is not even reliant on
The outcome being good
You all simply just think for
Self
And somehow now I’m not far
From that
I feel in my chest is a giant hole
Because the love that was once
There has been traded for this
Obsession for gold
Not much of a trade I fear
And I constantly get influenced
By those I love dear
Who only want to tell you what they would do
It’s like their side is all they hear
It’s like family is a mafia
Where if you don’t do what the boss
Tells you
Then you pretty much on the outs
I could careless anymore
Most of my loved ones are full of doubts
I feel like a balloon stuck in a house
No where to go
Trapped by the limit of this home
I swear I’m busting out
Even if I have to pop
Because the way I want to live
Is a life that’s not surrounded by fear
You can’t stop anything from happening
You could only adjust what you do
When it hits
I’m not backing down
Giving up
But I realized
This world is what it is
People just aren’t as free as they
Were when they were kids
And I’m trying not to conform
To that spiritless way
I would rather just live
I’m gonna fight my way out
I’m gonna give what I give
And you could either follow along
Or fuck up out my space
It’s no wonder humans
Are selfish
When it’s time to grow up
All they really wanna do is escape
Well I’ma show y’all how
To live free
And have faith
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