Here I am again
In a wrestle
With myself
Because I’m tired
I’m giving up
I want something else
I wanna run away
I don’t wanna stay
Why?
If I told you would you even care
Would it make sense to you
That sometimes
I pray I’m on another plane
Another life
It’s hard to say
Without it not sounding
Right
It’s like I’m supposed to disappear
Be far far away from here
You wouldn’t understand
And if you only knew
I’m afraid the truth
Would kill you
