I Don’t Feel Good

You swear you not up to something

But when I surprise you

You suddenly turned your phone around

It’s like how can you tell me to calm down

You know not of that which you do

Tell me over and over

I’m who you choose

But your actions speak another story

I’m tired of the games

Tell me the truth

Unless you aren’t brave

I swear I don’t even think

I wanna stay

It’s just now I have a baby on the way

So it’s like do I want him or her

To grow up with a distance father

Like I did

I know that caused all this

Untrustworthiness to begin with

But how can I stay knowing

There is something you are keeping

From me

And honestly I don’t think it’s good

If you aren’t willing to say

I think I’ll make this on my own

Somehow

Someway

Because I would rather grow my baby

In less disarray

I’m mean it’s like I can’t have a good day

Fighting when you already know

I don’t feel good anyway

You know what me and the baby

Are leaving

I would rather walk away