I Hate Myself

I hate that I care so much

I hate that I cry

I hate that I give more people love

Than I do myself

I hate my pride

I hate that I’m demanding sometimes

I hate that I’m so open

I hate that I shut down a lot

I hate that I’m not outspoken

I hate that have this big whole heart

That people always abuse

I hate that I take it because I feel like

I don’t wanna lose

I hate that I’m broken inside

I hate that often times I just want to die

I hate that I hate myself

I hate that I can’t rely on anyone else

I hate everything I do

I hate that I still love you