I’m Scared

Love hasn’t been the bestest friend

That I needed

So I’m sorry if I seem like I don’t know

What I want

But I’m scared

Yes I’m frightened

I never had a man that was this close

And making promises that you are

Promising to me

I have never been this committed before

This is all new territory

It’s like walking through a mine field

Because I feel like there is something

That will blow up in my face

And I know that’s not fair to you

I just keep walking praying that

It turns into the aisle I walk down

To meet you

If only I could let go of the past

I know

But these wounds were once

All I knew

Closing them will take a bunch from me

Maybe a lil from you

I’m asking for patience

I’m begging myself for strength

Which can be hard because you make me

Feel weak

I’m trying to be brave

And fight the doubt

Can I trust you to guard my back?

You are what I want

You are the most important thing

In my life

I’m growing brave everyday

Just don’t give up waiting on me