If you’ve ever been that
I envy you
Because I’m not perfect
And don’t pretend to be
I strive for nothing more than
To be me
Sometimes I’m sad a lot
Sometimes I’m mad at nothing
Sometimes I cry because I’m so
Happy I could die
Then I know I like things clean
Organization
Helps me let my mind go free
I suck at love
I guess that’s a given
If it just didn’t seem to me
Like some prison
Maybe I wouldn’t runaway so much
Or push away the ones I truly love
I love animals
And I love to write
But to say I’m the best poet
Well I know that would be
Incorrect
Sometimes my lines
Don’t even connect
To me though it gets my point across
While someone else reading
Could be completely lost
So no I’m not this perfect thing
I don’t even want to be
Seems like to much responsibility
I see you
Can you see me?
If I’m not perfect
Then I’d never expect you to be
And I like you for you
Honestly
You love anime
Even when I don’t
You smoke a bunch
I always choke
You leave a mess just so I can clean
I pretend like I’m mad
And say you’re mean
But honestly it wouldn’t be quite the same
If I didn’t hear you scream my name
So sometimes I make up stories
Yes
To get a rise
Because to me I need to know
You’re gonna be here all the time
Well lately you haven’t
Given me the time of day
You wouldn’t even look my way
So I did the one thing I do
Perfectly
And I ran away
Just because I know that it would
Hurt too much to stay
Knowing that you wouldn’t be happy
Anyway
And if I’m wrong tell me
How is it
That I can’t even remember our last kiss
It’s like the fire died down
We lost our bliss
I’m starting to realize
We were never meant to exist
Because to you I was perfect
But to me you were too
I guess perfect to us
Wasn’t what we thought we knew
Now it looks like
We’re perfectly
Screwed
