I get it
I’m hard to deal with
I can understand that
But what I don’t understand
Is how you are incapable
Of taking responsibility
For any of it
You act as if I’ve always been this way
No
And if so
Maybe you should’ve been
Ran away
I’m not a pain to someone else
But you’re not ready to hear
The truth
The truth is you weren’t
Made for me
I wasn’t made for you
You only happen to be
The one I beared kids with
But maybe the long haul
Isn’t in the stars
Because every time I look
Into the future it totally
Breaks my heart
I fear my children
Get this idea it’s okay
To let a woman be treated this way
To let a woman
Be miserable everyday
I mean how don’t
You see the part you play
Yeah
Blame me
It’s easier that way
So you don’t have to really
Admit to what I’m
About to say
You’re the worst man
I’ve ever been with
That’s really too easy to say
You’re dominating
And not even in a good way
You say I’m insecure
But push me down
Every time I get up
You say I have trust issues
But lie to my face
And play mind games
Then you act like some kinda hero
The minute I’m sad
Like you didn’t do this all along
You’re the worst
And you probably think that I’m
Wrong
But you are a no good piece of shit
And I wish I never
Had YOUR kids
It should’ve of been his
You don’t do anything but point the finger at
Me
Then swear I’m doing the very thing
That it is you are accusing me of
Worst man
I swear I’d fly away if I was a dove
Far from here
You are a hell lot worst
Then hell itself
These words I can’t never
Say to your face because then
You’ll cry just like a narcissist would
Just so I’ll forgive you
Like I always do
Just so we can go to sleep and wake up
And repeat
Lord somebody please save me
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