I guess you are looking for answers
Among my many dispositions
My poems have become
Your little inquisitions
But listen here my dear
I have no fear
For if you look any deeper
You will fall into despair
All these lovely pains
Are mine and only mine
To bear
So try not to question here or there
For what you can never
Come to understand
My brain is full of love
Disappointment
And joy
Whether or not you find them
Or not
They are here
But do not disappear
For the main thing I do
Wish
Is that you read more
And let your mind
Misinterpret
All of this
Because I only requisite
Total madness
That my love is where
I find the most comfort
Hoping someone one day
Will join me
In this most
Chaotic state
Will never leave
And then I will say I found
That love
That love that was truly
Meant for me!
