Up then down,
Round and round!
This ride is the ultimate high,
Why would anyone Want to escape it?
Constantly, under pressure
But I fight all the darkness back!
Made my light shine through,
I smile now and laugh!
If only y’all could know my past,
But I’m smart, I know this feeling
Doesn’t always last!
So I slow crash into a few moments
Of disaster!
My heart holds on while my brain,
Struggles to sweep up the broken glass!
You see it’s a war between the
Negative and positive energy!
Often times I can fight it off,
Other times it’s got its claws in me,
And I need to find a way to release!
But, I hold it if need be, until
I gain my victory!
They think they got a hold on me,
Head towards my heart and you will see!
There is no fucking controlling me,
I fight off darkness in my sleep!
The war isn’t over and I may lose a battle now and then, but I’ll win this war at the very end!