The Lies I Dream

I dream a lie
All the time
that you
one day
will be Mine
I trick myself
All the time
But I
Get this
High
From it
Feeling
Alive
From it
Guess I’m
Just foolish
Thinking you
Would Love me
Back
It’s okay
I got
My fantasies
And in these
Dreams
You and I
Are kings
And queens
Ruling a
Universe
Where
Devoted
Lovers
Bend the knee
Because they
Don’t know
A love this
Extreme
Higher than
Any being
But this is
Just my dreams
And I wake
Sometimes
In reality
To find
That you are
Not with me
But I’m
Grateful
I can
Adapt
So easily
Thanks so
Much for
the misery
Now I’m
More
Powerful
Than I’ve
Ever been
All because of
My fib