To You From My Heart

I don’t want him

I want you

But there is so much confusion

He makes me cry

You make me laugh

He suffocates me

You are my breath

He gives me headaches

You make me think clear

He’s a stranger

You are my friend

He kills me

You make me feel alive

He let me go

You hold on forever

He doesn’t love me

You love me like no one has before

So why do I still feel attached

To that which serves no purpose

I let go a while ago

But somehow he haunts me

Is there a part of me

That enjoys the pain?

Well I deserve better

That’s why I choose you