I find an intense disposition
To find my position
In the states that
Are forever divided
I feel lost
I feel weak
Somewhere between
Death and success
The hardest place
To overcome
I’d choose the rock
If I knew I’d feel this numb
But I have a slight
Insight to the outcome
We don’t make it out
Alive
Regardless
Of how hard we fight
One day
We have to die
And I guess my time is coming near
I feel lightheaded
Like maybe death
Whispered the date in my ear
But I feel a sudden
Uncontrollable
Discomfort
Like I wanna be here but
Maybe the great beyond
Is better suited for my
Soul
I just feel incomplete
Like the things I wanted to
Finish
Never came to me
Do I claim defeat?
Or fight death
With a chance of
Success
Only to know my time
Is still limited
Why?
Do the good die young?
But the rich and evil
Live forever
If someone could explain
Maybe I’d know
Where I fall on the podium
Still unsure
But somewhat aware
That I was a good person
Or do we ever truly believe
That our lives
Had actually meaning
Or are we a spec in the universe
For this is our cage
We are burden to live here
Because somewhere else
We were indestructible beings
Some of us haven’t grown
I see
But me
I think I’ve learned the lesson
That this unfortunate universe
Is just a blessing
Afterwards we move on
I just hope
Not to be alone
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