“Light the Way”

Everything is cool and easy
Makes me nervous
Cause I’ve come to believe
Goodness has a time limit
And my nightmare grows stronger in
Absence

Who did this?
I search in need for a blame
What a shame
How one can have eyes
And be blind

I’m grateful that I am
As powerful as I am
Because never did I know
I was walking in the dark

Walking towards my goal
Never knowing
That I held the depression
That haunted my soul

It wasn’t my teacher
Who told me I wouldn’t make
In the world on my own

It wasn’t my father
Who wasn’t around enough
To witness me grow

It wasn’t the lovers
who came around just to
Get what they wanted

It wasn’t liars
Who’s stories I believed

It wasn’t the friends
That swore they’d always be
There for me

It wasn’t the articles
Who stated facts that made no sense

To tell the truth it wasn’t anyone’s
Fault except my own
I’m Finding out freedom
Begins with independence

Oxymoron to be so blind with a set of eyes
Looking for a way to justify the way I
Treat myself Do I need help, Or was the answer always this clear?

Stop looking for a savior, sit in the dark for a minute and you’ll realize you have a map to the light
Opened my eyes and I’m on my path

Stop looking back, because you’re the only one responsible for what you bring ahead!!

So now go live, love and learn!

The One

I’m in a daze, not sure what’s up and what’s down
You seen me when I was having trouble seeing myself
You touched me like no one else
That’s why I love you farther than earth itself

We all walk looking for apart of ourselves
I felt it the moment you walked up
I didn’t care how you looked, didn’t care what you said
Your energy captivated me and took my breath away
it’s hard to know if I’m still breathing till this day

To be chosen by me is a treasure because I see beyond the two eyes we measure
I have a gift of knowing that not many know about
But you know, cuz you do too

We are the same from the same star
Bursted here from a far
Split down the middle, found my half
We countlessly find the right words to say to complete the other

Diamond and gold worthless to us
We’ll get it to make sure
This is our planet for now, gotta make the best of where we are
I’ll find you again when we are done
You are my twin, my soul, my one

Lone Wolf

She’s had a pack
Thought they had her back
Couldn’t have been more wrong
So I sing this song

Howling towards the moon
Howling towards the moon

I showed my teeth, wounded
I bite back, cuz I’m injured
Still wild at heart so
Understand I can’t stay
But I’ll always pray
To have my pack one day

Howling towards the moon
Howling towards the moon

Just walking stars above my head
Holes in my heart
But a beast still
Wolves howl when they are alone
So I sing my song

Howling towards the moon
Howling towards the moon

365 (My circle)

Holding on causes so much grief
Letting go doesn’t seem to come
Any easier either when it’s something
You’d rather keep

But slowly I give into me
Learning my growth comes with defeat
Pride learnt from the weak
You must establish a
Reactor of a beast

I fall I get up
Multiply my repeats
Everytime gaining pressure
To Cause a diamond to Combust
I’m no where near complete

You haven’t seen the finished me
I grow, and grow
Avoiding all the locks
Cuz They don’t fit my key

I’m somewhere on the outside of me
Creating a safe haven for where the
Blessed will come to see
As the heaven they constantly prayed for
The place I cherish will also devour me

This is my last repeat, after this they can be no me
I’m doomed to live somewhere far away
But giving you love each and everyday!
Let my spirit take you away!

One day at a time I repeat,
One day!
From this circle I will be released
And finally, finally I’ll defeat the beast!