Hope-more!

Lost my pride,
Cried too many times,
Trying to keep
Those who wanted
To leave,
In my life

Lost my love,
Filled with hate,
From all the pain that
Was inflicted on me
Unintentional
Or intentionally,
Causing me to go weak
Eventually, becoming
Numb so I wouldn’t feel
A thing

Lost my head
Repeating negative
Pictures,
Black and white crashes,
Twisted tongue lashes,
Don’t mean to say the things
I said,
Would rather be dead sometimes
To escape the thoughts and the voices
Constantly
Repeating I’m hopeless

I’m hopeless?

I lost my pride, my love and my head

I’m not hopeless
hope is the only thing I have left!