Fenced

Lately I’ve got this feeling like I don’t know where I am in life

emptiness

When I try to search inside

Am I really gone this time?

I can’t even cry, even if I try and try!

I’m not sure if I should be fine with that

Such a weird feeling wanting to just feel something back

It seems like I’m screaming internally

Wake me up

But no one can hear her or find the switch

I’m trying my best to not even think about it

people just want you to remain positive

But I got a death wish

Part of me wants it fulfilled

The other part doesn’t want to lose

Shit

I’m on the fence again

Close my eyes take another step

It’s getting so much closer to the edge